I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 14/06/2023 - US C
I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
I reckon you're just as lonely as I am
I reckon you're just lonely as me
I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait
Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need
Oh please, can you just listen up
Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once?
I mean fuck, this just isn't fun
I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt
Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up
Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh
I ain't ever fallin' for that again
I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothin' but a nutter
I just wanna have a moment of peace
I just wanna go to sleep without you
Always callin' me a loner, sayin' that I can’t stay sober
And I should make a rope with the sheets
I just wanna focus on beats
Focus on makin' the dopest release, nah
You should get drunk, you should just jump
You should just thump and explode on the streets
Dammit, man, you make me sick
You’ve always been a crazy prick
I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say
I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it
Take a sip, take a sip
Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD
Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip
That’s four, does that make you tick?
Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss
Every day is the same as you chase your fix
You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape
And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit
So you wait a bit and you wait a bit
Gain weight a bit, what a way to live
Okay, you prick, I get the picture
No need to explain the shit, you’re ashamed of it
Maybe I am
But who are you to judge?
It was you who was tellin' me to do the drugs
And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun
You were upset, you were dumped
I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is
You choose to run from your problems
Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt
Take it back
No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that
I'm the one that remains intact
And at the same time cravin' crap that you made me have
Don’t say I’m a lazy rat
When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act
You’re just mad that your brain is tapped
You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like
To be so messed up that you hope that you die
When you're over your life and you know that you might
Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive
Cause I think I could focus and try more
Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide
You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside
You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived
Why? Why you gotta do this to me?
You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean
Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken
You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam
Everybody wants that according to you
No more torment, Jordan, we're through
No more talkin', the door has been shut
I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do
Goodbye
Stvarno bih volio da me ostaviš na miru
Samo želim biti sam na trenutak
Ali uvijek se moraš puzati u moju kupolu
Uvek moram da govorim u mojoj zoni, tako da znaš šta mislim
Pretpostavljam da si jednako usamljen kao i ja
Pretpostavljam da si samo usamljen kao i ja
Pretpostavljam da želiš da me vidiš, pa mi nahraniš mamac
Jer znaš šta mi treba, da, znam šta ti treba
Oh molim te, možeš li samo slušati
Samo ga zatvarajte, i ne prekidajte jednom?
Mislim, ovo jednostavno nije zabavno
Zaglavio sam u ovom rutu, ali završio sam s tobom, jebi se pička
Jebi se i ja, jebi se, umukni
Presjeći, samo uradi to, jedan, dva, Nuh-uh
Neću više pasti za to
Ne želim da me majka pogleda kao da nisam ništa, ali nutter
Samo želim imati trenutak mira
Samo želim da spavam bez tebe
Uvek me zove usamljenik, reci da ne mogu ostati trijezan
I trebao bih napraviti konopac sa listovima
Samo se želim fokusirati na otkucaje
Usredotočite se na Makin 'DopEst izdanje, ne
Trebali biste se piti, trebali biste samo skočiti
Trebali biste samo udarati i eksplodirati na ulicama
Dammit, čovječe, razboliš me
Oduvek si bio ludi ubod
Sjećam se dana koje smo igrali kao djeca i rekli biste
Trebao bih otići do susjednog mjesta i postaviti plamen
Uzmi gutljaj, uzmi gutljaj
Uzmi gutljaj, sranje, to su tri za tvoj OCD
Kao ta pjesma koju si učinio, hej, uzmi gutljaj
To je četvoro, zar to čine da krpelj?
Kladim se da žudiš petom kao da žudeš
Svaki dan je isti kao što juriš svoj fiksni
Ti si rob po ukusu lažnog bijega
I previše lijen da bih se malo promijenio, bojiš se prestati
Tako da sačekate malo i čekate malo
Malo steknite težinu, kakav način za život
Ok, kretenu, dobivam sliku
Nema potrebe da objašnjavam sranje, stidi se toga
Možda jesam
Ali ko si ti da sudiš?
Ti si mi rekao da radim drogu
I popij se glup pijan, samo sam mislio da možeš koristiti malo zabave
Bili ste uznemireni, odbačeni ste
Nisam rekao da je jednom zlostavljam, istina je
Odlučite se pokrenuti iz svojih problema
Nemojte me kriviti za činjenicu da ste glupa pička
Uzeti natrag
Nema šanse, druže, vratite ga, nije to jasno kao to
Ja sam taj koji ostaje netaknut
I u isto vrijeme kravino sranje koje si me učinio
Nemojte reći da sam lijeni pacov
Kada je najveća činjenica zarobljen u načinu na koji djelujete
Samo si lud što ti je mozak prisluškivan
Ti si isti kao tvoj ludi tata, ti si manijak
Jebi se, ne znate kako je to
Da se toliko zabrljaš da se nadaš da umreš
Kad ti ti više godina i znaš da bi mogao
Stavite nož u grlo dok plačite, ali odlučio sam preživjeti
Jer mislim da bih se mogao fokusirati i isprobati više
Ne želim umrijeti od emocija koje skrivam
Nisi se briga da sam razbijen unutra
Samo se pokucate i provocirate do trenutka stiže
Zašto? Zašto mi to moraš učiniti?
Birate biti toliko zlostavljački i zlobni
Odbijanje napustiti dok mi se moj mozak odvede
U osnovi vam izlazi na šarmu na gredu
Svi žele to prema vama
Nema više muke, Jordan, prolazimo
Više ne razgovaraju, vrata su zatvorena
Zanemarim ga, baš kao što si me naučio učiniti
Zbogom